Obviously this is my first time. It was with my best friend, CM. Dating since January 1st, 2012. So we were together about 3 months. We loved each other, so it definitely wasn’t just for the sex. We were outside, (I went to his house that day) and he took me somewhere he had found in the woods. Shady, nice, and there were 2 trees on each side. Of course because this was my first time I was extremely nervous. And the fact that I loved him and we’d been best friends for about 2 ½ years by then made me even more nervous… So he was patient. We planned this for a few weeks. Maybe 2 or 3 weeks, so I felt bad that I had been taking so long to feel comfortable. Because I was so uncomfortable and shy we turned away to undress. After that I laid down between the 2 trees and he leaned over me slowly.
My heart was racing and I was still feeling shy, but not as much as before. I was mostly shy because I wanted him to like the way I looked and how I was at sex. I was afraid he’d think I wasn’t good enough looking and I was bad at sex and leave me. It took him a while because he wanted to find the right angle… He opened my legs and finally found the right angle to start. We didn’t use a condom because we didn’t really care and planned for him to finish in my mouth. Once he was in he went slowly in and out because it was my first time and he didn’t want to hurt me. It didn’t hurt at all and I didn’t bleed like normal people do their first time. He continued to go in and out for a while. This wasn’t his first time, so it took a while.
We had sex for about an hour that day, but before that hour was up, we had fun. After a bit of me on the bottom, we switched positions. The next one we did was the average position where I was on top. This position honestly made it easier for me to move with him. Especially because we were on hard dirt. He continued to push himself in and out of me, moving faster and harder now. This position was when we had the most fun that day because every time he would pull out too far, it would be funny for one of us to try to get him back in. This was about half the way through that hour. The only complaint I had was that my knees hurt so badly because the ground was so rough. While we were having sex all I could think about was how much I loved him, how good it felt, and that I couldn’t believe it was all real. Honestly one of the best moments of my life.
After we finished with that position, we stopped having sex, but I started giving him a blow job. This I wasn’t so nervous about because I’d done it once before, so I knew I’d succeed with this. (Also, through the time we were having sex, he told me I was the tightest of anyone he’s been with). So, he hadn’t finished yet, we assumed it was because he was uncomfortable outside. I gave him a blow job for about 15 minutes and he still hadn’t finished. He kept thinking he would soon, but then it took a little longer. Eventually I just got tired of sucking so much that we gave up. We got dressed and left. (Forgot to mention he did a lot of playing with my boobs during sex).